Have Our Backs and Push Against Ableism With Us

Have Our Backs and Push Against Ableism With Us
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In 2013, miles above the Pacific, flight attendants and passengers stared silently as a man yelled — literally yelled — at me for coughing too much. In meltdown mode, he didn’t care for my explanations that I have a noncontagious lung disease, nor that cough suppressants make me sick. For an eternity he screamed that my cough drove him insane, that I shouldn’t be allowed on planes. No one stood up for me.

I held my breath for most of the flight. For five hours, I sat shoulder to shoulder with the man who shamed me. Because I couldn’t clear my airways with coughs, I developed pneumonia.

Before then, I thought ableism was malarkey. Every person would be sensitive to the disability or disorder needs of others, right? Wrong.

I’m not as affected today because I have a lung transplant and cochlear implants to help me hear, but ableism was inescapable when I became deaf and started needing supplemental oxygen. For a while, I feared leaving home, and when I did, I hid in my parents’ shadow. People scared me so much that I developed social anxiety.

In my weakest season, people rolled their eyes if I inconvenienced them, told Mom I shouldn’t be allowed out on my own (at 22 years old), scolded me if I was anything but inspiration porn, flipped me off if I got in their way, and iced me out if I asked them to stop making jokes about me dying. In school, I had grade points deducted because I was too deaf to participate in class discussions, and simple accommodation requests were considered by some to be ridiculous or “unfair to other students.”

In that same season, someone shamed me for taking a seat on a full bus while I was so sick that I could barely stand. Perhaps they didn’t know that an estimated 10% of people in the U.S. have an invisible disability.

Dramatic much? After the bus incident, I took pictures so I wouldn’t forget the frustration and humiliation. Today, they remind me why I fight ableism. (Courtesy of Brad Dell)

But that excuse isn’t always valid. In a waiting room, I asked a lab tech, “Can you fetch me instead of calling my name? I’m deaf.” I sat an hour in a mostly empty room before asking the tech when my turn would be. She wrote (as in, communicated) that she called my name long ago, and “I don’t have the time to learn how to communicate with a deaf person.”

Our society dehumanizes PwD through an intolerance for inconvenience. Systemic injustices teach PwD to stay out of society’s way: Many are discouraged from chasing dreams, equity, independence.

We are also discouraged from working. In 2015, 68.4% of PwD in the U.S. said they’re striving to work, but only 19.3% held jobs last year compared to a 66.3% employment-population ratio for those without disabilities. The U.S. Equal Employment Opportunity Commission reported 24,238 charges of disability discrimination filed in 2019.

Even if we nab a steady job, many are held hostage to a system that normalizes financially “punishing” people for being born with “bad genes” and imperfect bodies.

For many, New Year’s Eve is a countdown to maxing out renewed healthcare premiums within weeks, perhaps while still reeling from last year’s medical debt. Many live at the mercy of medical companies’ pricing, or must decide if pursuing their dream job is worth losing government benefits that cover personal care aide work hours. Often, that assistance may be used only by those below the poverty line, even though an aide costs tens of thousands of dollars annually.

The likelihood of low pay doesn’t exactly solve that dilemma. PwD earned a median of $23,848 in 2018, while those without a disability earned a median of $36,034. We’re told to stick below the poverty line, to toe the party line with mock gratitude for lukewarm government assistance.

Often, PwD are forced to remain dependent, remain stuck. We’re told financial burdens are an unfortunate side effect of having a disorder, but perhaps they’re instead the symptom of a societal disease. Other symptoms? Inaccessibility, pharmaceutical costs, unethical medical practices, police brutality involving disabilities, airline industry failings, and disrespect of autonomy.

My career is dedicated to uniting and amplifying voices from various rare disease and disabilities communities so we can work together to fight this societal disease, and yes, we pay them for it. Every week, I read about other columnists’ struggles to be treated with respect, yet still ableism is an injustice deemed unworthy of protests, social media campaigns, and front-page headlines. Those ingredients for change include curses bundled with the blessings, but it sure would be something just to know that, finally, the world has turned its eyes to see what has largely gone unseen.

People say we must learn to fight for ourselves when confronted with humiliations and injustices, but we can’t always balance medical bills with legal bills, fighting diseases with fighting people. How about creating a world where we don’t need to sacrifice our funds and health just to be treated decently? Why do we have to do all the standing?

Many of us are sick, anxious, exhausted, and hurting from our disorders, disabilities, and ableism. Please stand up with us, and when needed, for us.

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Brad Dell is a Deaf 27-year-old with cystic fibrosis. He received a double-lung transplant from UC San Francisco in January 2017, then cochlear implants nine months later. He now lives in Hawaii, where he was raised. Usually he’s traveling the world, chugging coffee, mentoring college students, or studying theology. Otherwise, he’s working as the director of columns at BioNews, the publisher of CF News Today. (OK, he’s still drinking coffee while he works.) He writes to undo the taboos surrounding lung transplantation. You can learn more about his story by following @coffee.cats_ on Instagram or by visiting www.adamantiumjoy.com
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Brad Dell is a Deaf 27-year-old with cystic fibrosis. He received a double-lung transplant from UC San Francisco in January 2017, then cochlear implants nine months later. He now lives in Hawaii, where he was raised. Usually he’s traveling the world, chugging coffee, mentoring college students, or studying theology. Otherwise, he’s working as the director of columns at BioNews, the publisher of CF News Today. (OK, he’s still drinking coffee while he works.) He writes to undo the taboos surrounding lung transplantation. You can learn more about his story by following @coffee.cats_ on Instagram or by visiting www.adamantiumjoy.com

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