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Going to Grad School Decisions
Is anyone struggling with the decision to go to grad school? I’m in the beginning stages, ahem diapers, in thinking about grad school and it’s overwhelming.
I have absolutely no idea how I would manage working full time, having CF, and being in grad school. And, that’s not even my worry — because I feel like I could adjust my schedule to make things work. But, my concern is the stress that comes along with school.
In undergrad I was a pretty good student, but to maintain my GPA and meet my own standards, I had to work really hard and it often would come at the sake of my mental health. I often spiraled into depressions and anxiety would become horrific.
Granted, because of undergrad and since undergrad, I really invested in my mental health and coping skills. So I think I have a lot more tools at my disposal to cope with the stress of school.
But, other things do come to mind. The thought of paying for school, I would inevitably incur debts that I’m not sure I would be able to pay off in a job in Public Health. And, not only that — what about afterwards? What am I going to be doing with my life with an MPH, and will I be able to work at that point in my life?
Honestly, my biggest dreams are to have a family. And I don’t want to forsake my health for a degree that I’m not totally sure will pay off in the end and the stress of school. But, I also know that with my background I can do so much to benefit the communities I love so much.
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