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Finding solace in being sick
I’m on a really exciting trial that has rocked my world, and dare I say, kept me healthy?
I think because I’ve spent so much of my life sick and in bed and feeling like sh*t, that sometimes I get really overwhelmed by the day to day “healthy life.” That I want to retreat to that feeling I know so well, that I know how to handle. I know how to take care of myself, I know how to give my body a break (while my mind runs a million miles an hour), I know how administer nebs, meds, and IVs.
I don’t really know how to be healthy, though. So, it’s strange that I have this new health that lasts for longer periods of time than I know what to do with. Ironically, I’m sick at the moment, and I feel like a total failure.- Do you find a weird comfort in being sick? Or perhaps it’s just a familiar place
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