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“Failing”… But Celebrating It?
I wrote about demand versus reward yesterday on the forum, and about a big dance project coming up, and it made think about the first big hurdle I’m facing: Completing my company’s show before this new dance contract begins.
Here’s why that’s hard: I can’t dance for about 4 more weeks, give or take… which leaves me only about 2 weeks to get in shape for the show.
That is impossible for most top athletes, let alone someone who has atrophy issues, malnutrition, and so on. So… I am stressed about it. We dance a LOT in the fall show (each act is about 30 minutes long with very few breaks)- although I, on purpose, gave myself far less to do than in shows past. Doing it well and with stamina and with strength is a daunting prospect. Doing it all without re-injuring what will only have just started to heal is also kinda scary.
So, let’s talk about deep, dark, truthful fears for a hot second (because apparently that’s my theme of the week):
What is something you are really truly worried you’re failing at right now?
I know we can all say “failing is relative” or only based upon our perceptions of how others perceive and so on and so on but… Most of us, in one way or another, still fight certain feelings of expectation we place upon ourselves, and still need to keep our heads afloat in day-to-day life, or health maintenance, or bill paying.
So… What are you worried about? (Is it taking your meds on time? Is it eating more? Is it who you are to your loved ones? Is it how clean your house is or how much you read?)
What is the secret current “fail” that you’re hoping to reframe for yourself?
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